Dec 5, 2009

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Going through the worst week ever. Just wish 2009 to be over and quickly move on to a better year, leave school for awhile for attachment and come back with a new mentality that school is a wonderful place. Consultation with teachers is just bad enough, what's more 2 and threatening to repeat module, are teachers only good at this? Ah, it's just fucked up to think of things this way and constantly trying to convince myself that i didn't make the wrong choice in coming to poly. But all the shit that I'm going through isn't helping. Changing is a tiring process. How many times must i go through times like this. School bad, social bad. Just as i thought everything would be fine, shit pops up. Why do all bad things happen at the same time.